Hello. I read former posts. Wow. Not too much changed. I would better say, really nothing (at least nothing significant) changed in the way of my thinking. although few of the words were too honest..

It's a good idea of having a spot to share thoughts. Even to share only with myself. One day I will be reading this, like I read few minutes ago what I wrote months even years ago!

A looot of things happened. But as I'm the person who don't like to look back without hm.. like an essential purpose, so i won't look back. I will say what IS. What really really IS.
Because only NOW matters. The only moment we really have.

Little bit more than a week ago I started the last semester before graduating as a clinical psychologyst. (I plan to do that in september). This were the most important school (understand as "knowledge") I've ever experienced. How amazing how important something can be. From the first day at my university I was growing. And I do feel I'm still growing. I learned a lot. Like really really lot.
This 5 and half years of my Life. I was loving, was loved, was cheated on and betrayed. was traveling, was studying hard with all the respect to the knowledge Beautiful People share with me. was making smiles and friends out of strangers met on the streets all over the world. This is the part which I love the most. Making friends out of strangers on the streets. It's a pitty Polish People are so not open to talk to stranger. But I try hard. :)

Thank you Psychology!
Thank you my Teachers!
Thank you My Dad! For supporting me every single second of my Life, while could see it, and while I was too blind to recognize.
Thank you My Mom! For showing me there exist people who has unlimited open hearts no matter what.

I do appreciate my Life so much.
I do Love my Life so much.
When I die. Please tell my Parents, I learned like a hell much in this Life and was very appreciatefull of every single experience. Of every single Smile. Of every single thought. At least I tried.
Please tell the I do not regret anything. I'm living with them right now. I was moving out before, also I'm always few months away from home every year, because I trave, but now I do stay with them. In my room. I didn't like that. They are people who we need deals in our Lifes. In their home need to be like they like. But now... I do appreciate. They are having every day coffee during evening. Very often I join. We sit together, we dring, we watch tv, we talk. So precious. This is so precious. I want them to know, but I do not know how talk to them some things. So please tell them...

I may seem so happy girl. I may seem so always positive. I may seem I always lift people around and make them smile because of my energy. No one word I created. Is dozens of people telling me that. sometimes every day. Honestly I do believe. I feel I'm in this world to be FOR PEOPLE. For World.

I've just written what was on my mind in present time. Maybe is without structure, but i wrote what's probably the most significent right now the most important. And I will know what I ment.

But if anyone will wander here. I have a message for you.

You are beautiful.
You are worth.
You are amazing.
Never forget to treat people the way you want to be treated.
Never forget to never hurt anyone feelings on purpose and try your best to not hurt anyone's feelings unconsious. If you know you will hurt and you cannot do anything, because your decision is what your heart tells you to do, just.. walk away....

I want to tell you more.... About Energy. But... There will be time for that.

Take care Beautiful People. Stay True.